If you are

Playing me

Using me

Gaslighting me

Taunting me

Teasing me

Pumping me

Pretending to give me

Providing or promising

With a carrot of something you know I want and like

Such as

Higher paying job

Health care

Dental care

Travel

House

Marriage to a man

Freedom of choice

Basically giving me what makes me happy

Then reality happens

By saying I know what you really want

But yet when you offer it I say no thank I can live without it.

Or it makes me suffer

Puts me in hell

Makes me hangry

Or makes me cry

You are either lying to yourself

Or lying to everyone else

Because you never intended to give me what I really want, remember all those things you gaslighted me with.

-Jennie Nawrocki