If you are

Playing me

Using me

Gaslighting me

Taunting me

Teasing me

Pumping me

Pretending to give me

Providing or promising

With a carrot of something you know I want and like

Such as

Higher paying job

Health care

Dental care

Travel

House

Marriage to a man

Freedom of choice

Basically giving me what makes me happy

Then reality happens

By saying I know what you really want

But yet when you offer it I say no thank I can live without it.

Or it makes me suffer

Puts me in hell

Makes me hangry

Or makes me cry

You are either lying to yourself

Or lying to everyone else

Because you never intended to give me what I really want, remember all those things you gaslighted me with.

-Jennie Nawrocki

When I was in college I could do no wrong.

When it is now I can do no right.

Don’t be who you were but be someone else.

You know what I am tired of living up to your expectations!

If I want to be unprofessional, goofy, loud and absolutely gaudy.

Will do.

If I want to be professional, quiet and demure.

Will do.

What I am going to stop doing is not watching a movie because this or that person doesn’t like it or it doesn’t fit in the narrative.

I am going to eat what I want and when I want and if I choose to never eat meat again that is my choice.

I am going to listen to music more often even when my family is around and I am going to sing regardless if they say I sound horrible.

I am going to wear what I like and if it makes me look like a princess I am good with it.

Stop telling me what to do!

I am through listening to people who gas light me and say they are not lying.

In the immortal words of 60’s war protesters, “HELL NO”

Jennie Nawrocki is Jennie Nawrocki

And that is the same!

-Jennie Nawrocki

NA, NA, NA

HEY, HEY. HEY

GOODBYE!

-Jennie Nawrocki

This song was written by Ray Charles I am just requoting him.