Oh it’s happening

Everything that you’ve chased me for

Every nightmare I hated as well

Every thought

Every fumble

It’s all happening

And I am sick to my stomach

-Jennie Nawrocki

If you’re in trouble in a nightmare you wake up

Finding it was all a nightmare

It was just a nightmare

But somehow when waking up from sleep visions

Humans say jennie it is still going on even the bad stuff Jennie you said no to get away from?

Even though jennie you got up went to the bathroom, took a shower, made breakfast, went to work that nightmare continues?

So much so those humans say “we know the ending, even when Jennie you said no.”

Why the hell is it different for Jennie Nawrocki?

-Jennie Nawrocki

Ghouls and ghosts of lore

Skeletons and Zombies explore

Bats and wolves appear

In human form they fear

Those in costume

Who aren’t in tombs

Just looking for a treat

That are oh so sweet

Will they find them

Especially with a certain emblem

Who knows

Because this Halloween has no foes

-Jennie Nawrocki

If you are

Playing me

Using me

Gaslighting me

Taunting me

Teasing me

Pumping me

Pretending to give me

Providing or promising

With a carrot of something you know I want and like

Such as

Higher paying job

Health care

Dental care

Travel

House

Marriage to a man

Freedom of choice

Basically giving me what makes me happy

Then reality happens

By saying I know what you really want

But yet when you offer it I say no thank I can live without it.

Or it makes me suffer

Puts me in hell

Makes me hangry

Or makes me cry

You are either lying to yourself

Or lying to everyone else

Because you never intended to give me what I really want, remember all those things you gaslighted me with.

-Jennie Nawrocki

When I was in college I could do no wrong.

When it is now I can do no right.

Don’t be who you were but be someone else.

You know what I am tired of living up to your expectations!

If I want to be unprofessional, goofy, loud and absolutely gaudy.

Will do.

If I want to be professional, quiet and demure.

Will do.

What I am going to stop doing is not watching a movie because this or that person doesn’t like it or it doesn’t fit in the narrative.

I am going to eat what I want and when I want and if I choose to never eat meat again that is my choice.

I am going to listen to music more often even when my family is around and I am going to sing regardless if they say I sound horrible.

I am going to wear what I like and if it makes me look like a princess I am good with it.

Stop telling me what to do!

I am through listening to people who gas light me and say they are not lying.

In the immortal words of 60’s war protesters, “HELL NO”

Jennie Nawrocki is Jennie Nawrocki

And that is the same!

-Jennie Nawrocki

NA, NA, NA

HEY, HEY. HEY

GOODBYE!

-Jennie Nawrocki

This song was written by Ray Charles I am just requoting him.

Oh the warm days of summer have gone and the crisp cool days of fall have begun.

School has commenced

Warm is starting to think about holidays

People are saying apple and pumpkin

Ghosts and witches

So as those leaves turn green and you start to pull out those sweaters

Think back to days of old when a tank and shorts sufficed for the day.

Just remember you asked for this because it was too hot.

Frankly I don’t mind I rather have spring or fall then the extremes of winter or summer any day.

-Jennie Nawrocki

Right Belief

Right Intentions

Right Speech

Right Actions

Right Livelihood

Right Endeavors

Right Mindfulness

Right Concentration

-Jennie Nawrocki

Dream

control thoughts and words

Waked up angry

Dream

People assumed friends

Wake up happy

Dream

More people said liked

Wake up happy

Dream

Let’s try this person (Controlled scenario)

Wake up what the hell!

Dream

Paid to work with one person must go along with it last second another person appears

Wake up what the hell why the switch, extremely angry.

Write about the anger two days in a row. Yeah completely triggered into anger.

Though you all think, see she likes it.

Don’t know what is more upsetting

Tell you when happy you don’t believe me.

Tell you when angry you don’t believe me.

You keep on saying she doesn’t know what she wants, why is she so angry we give her what she wants.

IF YOU KEEP GASLIGHTING SOMEONE BY TELLING THEM WHAT THEY REALLY FEEL IS WRONG THEY ARE GOING TO BE ANGRY!

We each call each other liars and none of us believe the other, huh why is that.

Look at the pattern

You are happy when I am angry.

Seriously if it was going how you liked you wouldn’t have to have such deception.

Let’s put it another way a person eating or drinking something while reading doesn’t always see what’s on the fork. Then they take a bite and say what the hell is this?

Things aren’t always noticed or realized at the beginning does it make it right you ate a piece of bone?

-Jennie Nawrocki

If you need to control my dialogue because I am not saying what you want?

If you need you control my friends because I am not spending time with who you want?

If you need to control my money because I am not spending it on what you want?

If you need to control my bodily functions because they are not responding how you want?

If you need to control my thoughts because I am not thinking what you want?

If you need to control my dreams because I am not dreaming what you want?

Who is the one on the power trip because I definitely ain’t free.

Funny how you use to like me for me but now you are changing everything about me and I resent and have no respect for someone who says sorry you can’t be you.

The other funny thing is, if you are controlling me to a point to make me do certain bad things to prove your point that I am bad.

Weren’t you in the wrong because I did nothing bad you said I did.

Also doesn’t that control define

Leading the witness

Simple Definition of leading the witness

Leading the witness occurs when an attorney asks a question that suggests the desired answer or puts words into the witness’s mouth. This form of questioning is generally improper during direct examination, when an attorney questions their own witness. However, it is permitted during cross-examination or when questioning a witness declared hostile or adverse by the court.

Or does it define false confessions

Types of Police-Induced False Confessions

• Coerced-Compliant Confessions: The suspect knows they are innocent, but they confess to escape a stressful or painful interrogation, stop threats, or gain a promised reward like a lighter sentence or a break.
• Coerced-Internalized (or Persuaded) Confessions: The suspect becomes so exhausted, confused, or manipulated that they actually come to believe they committed the crime, often due to misleading evidence or fatigue.
• Voluntary False Confessions: This is a separate category where a person confesses without any police coercion, sometimes due to a mental health condition, a desire for notoriety, or extreme guilt over another matter. [1, 2]

According to A&E, “In the case of interrogation, it’s accusatory, guilt-presumptive, confession-driven and it’s based on techniques of pressure and persuasion.”

If you are calling what you do as psychological warfare, then I am sure there is even a point at which that crosses the line.

So I ask again if you have to have so much control in order to get the narrative or response you want, is it real and sustainable?

-Jennie Nawrocki