Monthly Archives: December 2021




You don’t like the same

I don’t like the same

But yet here we are

You had different

I had the same

And the same question

is asked


Heartbroken 💔



Disappointed 😢


What the hell?

How do I get off this

Hamster wheel



-Jennie Nawrocki



Years ago I thought I was seeing a guy online and fell in love with him only to find out years later it was all a joke.

Now I have been online again and chatted with some men (neither one of these men is Nick Kappes) and yet again my direct communication has become non existent.

I have no way of talking to them directly, the times we did shortly message each other seemed public rather than private and it was very short lived and haven’t had a direct message since.

However it seems if I don’t respond on social media or choose one over the other each gets hurt.

Though one knows I call him Phinaes that I love him.

Then there is this other story the one where I am told I have no future and am an irrelevant evil ghost, to say it nicely.

So do I believe one of these men returns their love for me when we don’t speak and haven’t direct messaged each other in months or years?


My heart has been broken my mind is fried and I am feeling controlled.

How am I to know when to trust what I read or hear?

The weird other conundrum is they are completely opposites and appeal to different parts of my personality, because we all know Jennie isn’t a stereotype this or that Jennie is Jennie and is flexible maybe more figuratively than literally these days and versatile in experiences and wants.

So what would you do think neither one is serious or live in a matrix or dream type of scenario, that your family says doesn’t exist and neither one of them loved me in the first place.

Oh and on top of it I made lots of mistakes and fumbles this week that I am wondering if I broke the camels back or are dealbreakers?

To the reader the choice seems obvious to my heart and gullible side not so much.

And to be cheesy I will say this: I don’t want to be lonely.

-Jennie Nawrocki

Somehow the letters cc appeared on this post Jennie Nawrocki did not write them it was hacked by the people who want no future for Jennie Nawrocki.

Bette Midler


A 🌹 doesn’t sound as sweet with any other name.

The Divine Miss M

Has stayed true

For decades

She honors our country

With dedication

And moral value

That focuses on human rights

Rather than hocus pocus

Each plant and park

She saved

Bended with the wind beneath

The wings of the mandarin duck

And many other forest natives

Saying Thank You Dolly

You smell as sweet as a 🌹

-Jennie Nawrocki