To have choices or options

Of Abortion

Buying a tranquilizer gun

Be respectful but not civil and empathetic

Of safety first

Those around you based on character or personality not race or religion.

Of career

Of home

Whom to marry regardless of your gender or theirs.

Of city

Of clothing

Of speech

Of who or what to vote for

My priorities

To change

That this is only the start

– Jennie Nawrocki

So it is June right and usually in June I (from here on out if you see I, me, my or myself it means Jennie Nawrocki, sick of writing about myself in the third person) cry big crocodile tears with snot and everything. And this June it is turning out to be no different. Heck even writing at 4 in the morning after a nightmare.

Well as you know I asked for an explanation. Here is the explanation I received. It all started with this.

Well during watching The View as I commonly get calls only during this time of day. I get this text message

Then I start getting tweets my dog has to be put down and our dog died it was not just one tweet it was several tweets like this.

Later that day I get a text from Phineas and a tweet from him saying it was his special day.

Though the impression I have received is that I was someone’s dog or cat on Twitter and throughout social media. Yet again not a person but a pet but it was better than being called a cockroach or rat, which has also happened.

So back to the nightmare which brought me to writing so early in the morning. Guessing it was Phineas telling me that it was never him in my dreams but just my building or next building over occupants. But this isn’t the first time I have also seen reports that it was my mom or sister who was Phineas. Either way. It is absolutely the rubber band ball covered in chocolate and caramel.

Even the pizza guy said it is your brother “good luck”. Of course not disguising himself as Phineas but controlling my life.

So I mentioned trust is impossible because of situations just like this. Years of dreams with Phineas only to be told none of them were Phineas that none of the Google chats were Phineas that I have never spoken or received a response from a celebrity just those around me acting as celebrities. That no celebrity knows who I am and never has heard from me instead it is just those living in my building or next building over. What the hell, and such deception.

Of course, before I went to bed on my way home someone said go home again what is that? if the people outside my window are screaming death threats and when I went to my families hone the same sabotage happened especially being told no one wants to hear my opinion. Before I mentioned that I was being babysat but really felt like prison guards. I don’t feel safe now and I didn’t feel safe visiting my family either. Definitely don’t feel welcomed or valued when they don’t want to listen to my opinion on anything.

Also recently overheard was when is she going to move. I ask where? Regardless of where I have lived it followed me the same sabotage the same death threats the same your opinion isn’t wanted. So where would you go? It is you can’t go home but you can’t stay here conundrum.

But to keep my sanity for now I am going to live in my unreal world and believe I was being hugged by Phineas and not some mask over a rubber band (ie persons around me violating my privacy without my permission). Seriously would rather think it was Phineas as your husband or a stranger/family member in disguise. I am staying with Onyx, Angel, and most specifically Phineas anybody else is just an evil cuntish nightmare.

-Jennie Nawrocki

As some of you may know Jennie Nawrocki feels there is someone controlling her life and a tweet today said “I am going there with you tomorrow.“

Here is where Jennie Nawrocki is with this statement.

Jennie Nawrocki doesn’t know who you are.

Jennie Nawrocki has serious trust issues with anyone or anybody or everyone or everybody because she has been misled on social media so much. So she definitely isn’t going with you if she doesn’t know who you is.

Jennie Nawrocki was also told she was in Jersey last week but never stepped outside of New York. She also has been told to go home but still we disagree what home is. For years she has been told she has been here and there on social media however she has flown only once since 2014 and been outside of the state by either train or bus 5 additional times. So if I have been moved around I certainly don’t know what you are talking about.

In addition, I certainly don’t know where or whom I am supposed to see tomorrow so how can you go with me? the only place jennie Nawrocki planned on going was dance class.

Oh if this has to do with the fact that is it a Monday, been asking for years what the hell happens on Monday’s that Jennie Nawrocki is supposed to do or at the first of the month because new month means nothing to Jennie Nawrocki.

Finally and most important you haven’t taught Jennie Nawrocki even though she has explicitly asked several times. So even if I was to participate a certain way Jennie Nawrocki still doesn’t understand what that means. She has never toured nor has she ever looked at someone’s email and she certainly doesn’t want to invade someone’s privacy by watching a hidden camera you may have. Again, define what it is Jennie Nawrocki is supposed to accomplish this week without teaching her first.

So if you taught Jennie Nawrocki correctly maybe she would also finally understand how someone could be pregnant or have children and no sonogram to prove it.

-Jennie Nawrocki

When will I see my friends

When will I see my family

When is our next trip

When is the next barbecue

When is the next game

When is the next laugh

When is the next I love you

When is the next conversation

When is the next meal together

When is the next movie or show binge night

When is the next fireside chat

When is the next dress up occasion

When are you going to make

When is next car karaoke

When is the next

Is never goodbye.

-Jennie Nawrocki

They say it is protection

They separate

They say it is immoral

They block

They say we will tell you what you need to know

They ban

They say it is abomination

A rainbow?

They say it isn’t in the Bible

Neither is the Mona Lisa

Or pants and sneakers

Having pets?

But yet we changed

With Science

We included

Why can’t they?

-Jennie Nawrocki