Frozen in time
No way back
No way forward
Need to thaw
Need to break free
Need to be me
Someone valued
Someone loved
Someone respected
Someone who gives
And is grateful
Let me go
Let me be free
-Jennie Nawrocki
Mar13
Mar6
The Shoes
Amber went to the store and got herself some new shoes. They were just what she wanted a cross between a heel and a sneaker. She loves the sleek look of heels, her big kankles never showed where the leg ended and her foot began even though she was just over a buck in weight. Her childhood dance teacher even said she danced like an elephant in her mind her teacher said she couldn’t dance like s***. Either way she wanted shoes that were sturdy but not clunky and there they were. A beautiful pair of Sketchers that shaped like ballet flats but with sneaker jean material and a rubber bottom you could even allow you to run a marathon. They were also grey to match most outfits. The best shoe ever. It also didn’t matter her three cats would rub their scent all over them making sure their momma was protected outside by their smell. Oh such lovely shoes but where would she go first? The movies, parents house, or for a long walk? She didn’t know but these shoes were golden and they would be worn until falling apart and then she would hope she could buy the same shoes again because she liked them with or without socks now that was the next question? Socks for now it was still winter but summer time, who knows or maybe a good flip flop would be the alternative? However tonight she would wear them proudly and stylishly.
She put on a newer pair of jeans just ending above the ankle, faded just right, a t-shirt and zip hoodie and the hideaway socks. Yes people could see how slender her ankles really have been. She had been hiding them in boots all winter long but tonight wasn’t too cold so she show those ballet sneakers. She gets to the restaurant after not one pinch or blister beginning just comfort the entire way. Still beaming at this new purchase she walks in and waves to her friends already seated walking so they could see. To no avail they were raptured in conversation Lenora was going to be in a movie!
-Jennie Nawrocki
Feb27
Boundaries
To be loved
Is a gift
Of reciprocity
By earning respect
Both helping
Both supporting
Emotionally
Or physically
Without consciousness
Could be leader
Giving confidence
Strength by modeling
With speech and demeanor
Or with consciousness
a call, a visit, a note
Building smiles, laughter
And especially safety
Of your space, your boundaries
never being crossed
Without your permission
That is love
That is trust
That is respect
You gave
And received
Together
-Jennie Nawrocki
Feb20
Understanding
To understand
Means less
Than you thought
For true understanding
Comes with generalizing
Skills taught
Teachers teach
Because they know
The subject
And are able to apply
The subject
So the understanding
Is learning never stops
For there is always
More to understand
-Jennie Nawrocki
Feb13
Innocent
Goodness gracious
Innocence
No guns
No bullying
No sabotage
No lying
No manipulation
Just innocence
Is it so bad
To be innocent
-Jennie Nawrocki
Feb6
Routines
Round and round
Routine
Is is tedious
And mundane
Or is it attitude
Regardless
Every once
And awhile
Difference occurs
Is it enough
Change what is
In your control
Rather big or small
Then your life
Will be as
Exciting
As desired
-Jennie Nawrocki
Jan31
Winter Wonderland
It came
From above
So small
Some large
But each unique
So light
But yet
Once melted
On the warmth
Of the skin
That water weighs
Crunch is
The sound
Of it
Collected underfoot
But there was
No sound
As it fell
Watch for it
When it turns
To ice
As that crunch
Is lost and it is
Smooth and slippery
But yet again
Its blanket
Of whiteness
In its
Purest form
Will transform
Anything
Into
A winter wonderland
Undeniably beautiful
-Jennie Nawrocki
Jan23
Nothing
All or nothing
I knew it
But did I believe it
Completely as
Each moment
I dwindle down
To nothing
-Jennie Nawrocki
Jan17
Sisters
Opposites with opposition
Oh the battles
Who’s philosophy is right?
So different but so alike
Devoted Buddhist
Devoted Evangelical
Devoted Judeo Christian
Though we love our mom
And very adventurous and creative
We became
Body types too
Short versus tall
Toothpick versus curved
Cover everything
Or show everything
So alike but so different
How do we ever get along
Bike rides and hikes
Beach going bbqs
Spa days
And movies and plays
But that news
We only discuss
With agreements
On opposite days
Remembering
We love each other
Always
-Jennie Nawrocki
Jan9
Truce?
We have to be on the same page
You hate when I say I love you and you don’t love me
And I hate it when you say I love you and I don’t love you
•saying romantic love only•
Yet I get fooled into thinking a guy loves me but really doesn’t. So many 💔😭 that trust is an issue now.
Then some past man who I have said doesn’t have my permission to be my boyfriend, fiancé or husband and never calls or writes directly says he loves me and wants to be with me. Huh!
Double standard hypocrites.
Respect my no to Nick Kappes.
Understand my 🤬 towards Nick Kappes is the same as your 🤬 of me having loved Darren King.
I realize you don’t care about me but you certainly did care when I said I loved Paul Meany and wanted him to be my husband.
Ridiculous! No! Because I was fooled into believing it and my brother even betted on me going crazy for finding out I wasn’t the one getting married.
It has to 🛑!
I won’t tell you who to date or love and you don’t tell me who to date or love. Or build me up to love someone who will break my heart💔.
Maybe if the fooling, revenge acts and F Yous given to Jennie Nawrocki we wouldn’t be in this mess of loving someone who doesn’t reciprocate that love.
Truce? deal?
From now on no implied thoughts or actions that Nick Kappes wants Jennie Nawrocki romantic love.
and Jennie Nawrocki will find another guy if any that will love Jennie Nawrocki romantically and Jennie Nawrocki returns that and you will leave him alone.
Yes this is an inappropriate place to write this but YOU WONT DIRECT MESSAGE OR TALK TO ME.
this is my diplomatic response instead of YELLING I SAID NO NICK KAPPES every so often.
-Jennie Nawrocki