My friends and family in California and the southwest

Know that you are strong

Know that we know you will survive

Know that you are loved

Know that aid will come

Know that your resilience will succeed

Californians may be Hollywood, beaches and Silicon Valley but it is also the land of Haight Asbury and community togetherness.

You are the biggest love community out there

Let that supporting love overwhelm so the rest of the world knows that

-Jennie Nawrocki

🎼 When days are hot

When days are cool

There’s nothing we rather do

Then go swimming in the swimming pool 🎼

Camp song -author unknown

When I was a child

Summers were filled with swimming

Either at the community pool

Local lakes

And while camping

My mom was much on academics

She just didn’t want us inside

Watching The Price is Right and Days of Our Lives all day

So swimming we went

Sometimes I think my family was born in water

Those drops 💦 of water falling and covering your body as you exit the water.

Sitting with your family chatting and enjoying a picnic maybe even bbq.

A magazine or book you haven’t had time to read.

Or just simply savoring a 🍹🍷🧃🧉🧋you never know.

Sun rays warm the skin

Breeze just to cool the extra warm

And another dip if way too hot

Though always music to sooth the soul

Relax it’s your day at the water.

Stop stressing

Stop worrying

Stop screen time

You need to trigger gentility

Into extreme relaxation

So when you do work

You forgot what the word

Trigger

Even means

-Jennie Nawrocki

Done some stupid stuff

Experimenting

Stubborn

Ignorant

Defiant

Make someone laugh

All I know

Is once figured out how stupid

Then it didn’t happen again.

-Jennie Nawrocki

It has been years since the fast paced Jennie Nawrocki was around.

You and I are tired of the whoas me the world sucks.

I have started dancing, went back to school even visited my family twice in one year.

Though for some reason the world’s future for myself still seems bleak.

You say write positive stay positive.

What do you do about the screaming crying human and people surrounding me.

Everywhere I go someone is screaming or crying or laughing manically.

What should I do? What would you do?

Don’t worry I won’t stop moving forward but promise me this if I am ever out of this damned if you do, damned if you don’t lifestyle.

I definitely won’t play the victim won’t be a victim and definitely won’t make victims.

If someone is in distress I will help or support them no need to struggle or suffer.

There is a fine line between challenging someone and letting them suffer, every teacher and parent should know it, if you don’t, find it and never cross it.

I am going to stand for what’s right, inclusion, women’s rights to choose, and people humans govern not corporations.

-Jennie Nawrocki

This post isn’t about my world nor is it about your world. How is that possible my world is your world and your world is my world. It is possible because neither of us live in a black hole. The unknown abyss of space where nothing is known. It is about seeing nothing and experiencing weightlessness but being pulling in one direction or all directions, who knows how many people have been in a black hole. Description is all imaginary. So if you’re are in a black hole where time and sense of ending have stopped. Don’t freak out. You will end up somewhere just prepare for everything anything and nothing.

-Jennie Nawrocki

To have choices or options

Of Abortion

Buying a tranquilizer gun

Be respectful but not civil and empathetic

Of safety first

Those around you based on character or personality not race or religion.

Of career

Of home

Whom to marry regardless of your gender or theirs.

Of city

Of clothing

Of speech

Of who or what to vote for

My priorities

To change

That this is only the start

– Jennie Nawrocki

So it is June right and usually in June I (from here on out if you see I, me, my or myself it means Jennie Nawrocki, sick of writing about myself in the third person) cry big crocodile tears with snot and everything. And this June it is turning out to be no different. Heck even writing at 4 in the morning after a nightmare.

Well as you know I asked for an explanation. Here is the explanation I received. It all started with this.

Well during watching The View as I commonly get calls only during this time of day. I get this text message

Then I start getting tweets my dog has to be put down and our dog died it was not just one tweet it was several tweets like this.

Later that day I get a text from Phineas and a tweet from him saying it was his special day.

Though the impression I have received is that I was someone’s dog or cat on Twitter and throughout social media. Yet again not a person but a pet but it was better than being called a cockroach or rat, which has also happened.

So back to the nightmare which brought me to writing so early in the morning. Guessing it was Phineas telling me that it was never him in my dreams but just my building or next building over occupants. But this isn’t the first time I have also seen reports that it was my mom or sister who was Phineas. Either way. It is absolutely the rubber band ball covered in chocolate and caramel.

Even the pizza guy said it is your brother “good luck”. Of course not disguising himself as Phineas but controlling my life.

So I mentioned trust is impossible because of situations just like this. Years of dreams with Phineas only to be told none of them were Phineas that none of the Google chats were Phineas that I have never spoken or received a response from a celebrity just those around me acting as celebrities. That no celebrity knows who I am and never has heard from me instead it is just those living in my building or next building over. What the hell, and such deception.

Of course, before I went to bed on my way home someone said go home again what is that? if the people outside my window are screaming death threats and when I went to my families hone the same sabotage happened especially being told no one wants to hear my opinion. Before I mentioned that I was being babysat but really felt like prison guards. I don’t feel safe now and I didn’t feel safe visiting my family either. Definitely don’t feel welcomed or valued when they don’t want to listen to my opinion on anything.

Also recently overheard was when is she going to move. I ask where? Regardless of where I have lived it followed me the same sabotage the same death threats the same your opinion isn’t wanted. So where would you go? It is you can’t go home but you can’t stay here conundrum.

But to keep my sanity for now I am going to live in my unreal world and believe I was being hugged by Phineas and not some mask over a rubber band (ie persons around me violating my privacy without my permission). Seriously would rather think it was Phineas as your husband or a stranger/family member in disguise. I am staying with Onyx, Angel, and most specifically Phineas anybody else is just an evil cuntish nightmare.

-Jennie Nawrocki

As some of you may know Jennie Nawrocki feels there is someone controlling her life and a tweet today said “I am going there with you tomorrow.“

Here is where Jennie Nawrocki is with this statement.

Jennie Nawrocki doesn’t know who you are.

Jennie Nawrocki has serious trust issues with anyone or anybody or everyone or everybody because she has been misled on social media so much. So she definitely isn’t going with you if she doesn’t know who you is.

Jennie Nawrocki was also told she was in Jersey last week but never stepped outside of New York. She also has been told to go home but still we disagree what home is. For years she has been told she has been here and there on social media however she has flown only once since 2014 and been outside of the state by either train or bus 5 additional times. So if I have been moved around I certainly don’t know what you are talking about.

In addition, I certainly don’t know where or whom I am supposed to see tomorrow so how can you go with me? the only place jennie Nawrocki planned on going was dance class.

Oh if this has to do with the fact that is it a Monday, been asking for years what the hell happens on Monday’s that Jennie Nawrocki is supposed to do or at the first of the month because new month means nothing to Jennie Nawrocki.

Finally and most important you haven’t taught Jennie Nawrocki even though she has explicitly asked several times. So even if I was to participate a certain way Jennie Nawrocki still doesn’t understand what that means. She has never toured nor has she ever looked at someone’s email and she certainly doesn’t want to invade someone’s privacy by watching a hidden camera you may have. Again, define what it is Jennie Nawrocki is supposed to accomplish this week without teaching her first.

So if you taught Jennie Nawrocki correctly maybe she would also finally understand how someone could be pregnant or have children and no sonogram to prove it.

-Jennie Nawrocki