In complete and utter sorrow

The tears welling

But the uncontrollable balling

Sobs unending

Are yet to appear

My mind is sick

I am sick

I really don’t know

What to do

-Jennie Nawrocki

Remember the rule

You play your 110%

Every moment

Then it doesn’t matter

If you win or lose

All knowledge

And physical abilities

Were exceeded

Making the experience

Your best effort yet

You deserve to

Thank yourself

And be proud

Of the result

-Jennie Nawrocki

Two worlds

Strewn on top

Of each other

Always telling

Me my story

But never theirs

Maybe accomplishments

Purposely designed

jealously or anger

Shed those tears

Only increases the question

Why are we in a unhealthy

One sided relationship?

Didn’t you ever want to be friends?

-Jennie Nawrocki

He is nice

Energy abounds

Unending activities

For there

Is another day

To conquer

And excel

As though

Nothing is difficult

Just something

New to learn

And he saw me

With sadness

And somehow

His world changed

He showed care

In a way

He didn’t understand

But she did

And she was

Forever grateful

For him

-Jennie Nawrocki

Inside all the information

Outside was all the action

Together a conversation

Held with questions

So many questions

But we have to know

Have to be sure

Beyond the benefit of doubt

To determine the law

And those who need

A reminder

From those who remain free.

-Jennie Nawrocki

Bringing the stage

Showing our lives

Documenting history

Through motion pictures

First black and white

And now color

To visit friendly families

That represent our own

And a few that don’t

But the hilarity and drama

Music and dance

News and talk

We see the world

On a screen

Televised

Right in our

Living rooms

-Jennie Nawrocki

If the situation

Is puzzling

Use clues and hints

Colors and filters

Tones and ambience

Inflection and stance

To guide you

Together it binds

Interlocking well

Find the match

Resolve the disorder

Frustrating problems

Mangling our focus

Stirring emotion

Into roller coasters

Bring in different ideas

Thoughts from

New perspectives

Calming situations

To guide you

Together it binds

Interlocking well

Finding the match

Resolving the disorder

It’s resolution time

It’s vacation time

It’s resolution time

It’s vacation time

VAAAACCAAAASHON TIME

Most of the time my Christmas letter is about the things I did this year and basically, to put it in a nutshell I hate my thoughts and from what I gather you do to. I apologize for most of them, some weren’t bad. I mean heck writing a note of apology can’t be that horrible of a thought and action. Thinking about the rights of all people is a good thing too. The thing is and always has been any horrible thought I have is recognized and extinguished by myself immediately afterward. I am harder on myself than most people think. So when the bad thoughts occur and are classified as horrible I think of how I can bring good thoughts through healthy interactions. Furthermore, I am writing this letter as a way to remember not only the good but maybe bring a smile to faces of those I know.

The closest thing to what my Christmas looks like now is this photo but that doesn’t mean my Christmas’s weren’t filled with smiles.

This is what Christmas was like in my house, in fact that lower left photo could have been taken any day throughout my childhood. Growing up my stereo, tv, train set and board games and maybe sometimes Atari (more watching than playing) was how I spent my day.

Christmas is all about family and being excited for others good fortune of the love received. We stand or sit around together and watch

people exude thank you for your gift of love and then we eat until our stomachs weigh us down or put us in a slumber and then we eat some more.

So my friends and family think about the miracles of Christmas that were given by love and you will see the complete look of wonderment fullfilled as I did looking at Santa during my first Christmas.

Thank you all for a very Merry Christmas today and years ago.

Take care and much love,

Yours always Jennie

Here was my first Christmas and Santa is already telling me to be a good girl.

Merry Christmas everyone!

-Jennie Nawrocki

Caring

Requires everything

And nothing

For to see

Someone else

In bliss

And excitement

Is the only

Avenue towards

Your own

-Jennie Nawrocki