Prophecy or Manifestation

Last fall I shook the hand of someone feeling deep sadness.

Knowing that once I left I would never be apart of the world as it was.My best friend just left me and that was because we were far apart, had different ideals of future and some say it never happened.

Slowly by slowly everyone is saying I didn’t know you or I don’t know the person you have become.

I have returned to my childhood town

And as I had foreseen that world is gone and I am an unknown.

I am sorry if you thought I was cheating on you.

Though from my family’s perspective that world was unreal and completely imaginary.

They are happily ecstatic about it which is why i avoided living the life they have paved for me.

My old life may have been universally imaginative era but I will remember the bad and good even if you want to cover it.

I will remember I loved you and you know you were loved because I said it.

Most likely less than I should.

So I was unable to change this destiny of aloneness even though I complain about it everyday.

I miss you already.

As I always said we have no contracts between us implied or un implied especially if it makes you miserable.

Be free and who you want to be, I will never force you to be with me I have always said and meant that.

Rather be alone than with someone who loathes me.

-Jennie Nawrocki

I will not be owned. Humans who own humans is a sadistic narcissistic power hangry malignant living dungus group.

Humans saying other humans are animals or property have toxic mental issues.

Also someone who tells someone which lip smacks, bites, lick and general swallows are for what reason at the same time saying they want nothing to do with you and no one should talk to you,

Ask how do they have this information?

How do they know everything thought while lip smacking, biting, licking and general swallows?

Seriously how are they getting this information?

Are the mind readers? Or controllers?

Is it because they own that person?

Do they tell you leave that person alone don’t tell them anything and themselves won’t talk with the person but yet know everything they do, especially when it comes to bodily functions?

Do they have hidden cameras all in someone’s house and for how long? With permission?

How many houses do they have hidden cameras in?

Due process?

Habeas corpus?

Legal?

Search for the bad you will find the bad search for the good you will find the good be objective you most likely will see both.

-Jennie Nawrocki

We have seen May flowers

Celebrated our Mother’s

The lion and lamb of Spring has sowed flowers and green

Farmers notice seedlings

Students study for their final exams

Seasons shows have ended some to be only reruns from now on

Blockbuster weekend of cinematic delights is next weekend

As well as

Remembering those who fought for us

So why is the anticipation of summer such a mystery

We just don’t know government plans yet

Do you?

Or are you just going ahead like it is every other summer

One thing for sure the unpredictability

Could only count on

You!

Design your summer for WE THE PEOPLE design our government

What do you want America to look like in September?

-Jennie Nawrocki

What do you do if you have something in your mouth but can’t spit it out because of the social norms?

What do you do you when the recipe calls for something and you don’t have it?

What do you do when ok means that’s done something else please!

What do you do if you can’t get a stain out?

What do you do when you slice your leg the first time shaving?

I am sure there are several more and that is why we celebrate mothers today.

Happy Mother’s Day!

-Jennie Nawrocki

How can we expect a president to negotiate and sympathize with Ukraine, if Trump wants to annex Canada and use military actions to take control of Greenland?

Is there no acknowledgment of an independent state, guess not that is why Trump doesn’t believe in the constitution at this point, does the Declaration of Independence mean nothing to Trump?

For fighting from freedom from a sovereign nation just to take another’s nations freedom.

Trump crowning himself Pope is the equivalent to Napoleon crowning himself emperor.

Trump doesn’t believe in the constitution or religious tradition, Trump believes he has a gold finger.

-Jennie Nawrocki

Had a nightmare agonizing over giving a note saying I apologize for saying the whole story correctly, about what I can’t remember. So I thought the worst about what I did not properly say at first. It could be anything but I know you would think the worst of me afterwards.

The talk shows already know and have said Freaky Friday occurred and I have been kicked off labeled as inept and not a winner. Before it was at least one show that was sympathetic now the trifecta of the worst of the worst has occurred.

When you know that turning point in your life that the last gleam of hope has been extinguished this was that week.

Bye 👋 it is only further down the drain from here in Guantanamo Bays solitary confinement or worse.

I know some of you are thinking she is being overly dramatic and milking the situation but I am serious and just made a whole bunch of humans laugh just like when they saw my nightmare, to them it was the ultimate dream that they had been waiting for.

This is their confirmation and evidence of the punishment they have had for me from the beginning and others who had just heard.

It is easier to lose respect than gain respect.

-Jennie Nawrocki

You have seen me go through all the stages of grief.

I miss my past life.

I miss my family and friends.

I miss being able to talk freely.

I miss my old career.

I miss my independence.

I don’t know how to accept such nothingness.

I don’t know how to accept a world of lies and gaslighting.

I don’t know how to accept I can’t talk about my feelings or myself anymore.

I don’t know how to accept other humans I don’t know or could care less about me who are happily in my head and control of my body.

I don’t know how to accept this extremely toxic political climate.

I am not this or that person and humans are upset about that.

I am not as happy and people are upset at that.

I am not a human shield.

I am not traveling like I used to.

I am not understanding how I could be steady now.

-Jennie Nawrocki

Lent is over

Christ has risen

I ate salad and tons of candy

Balances it out don’t ya think?

Either way

Happy Easter

And our next major holiday isn’t until Memorial Day.

We remembered Jesus because he died for our sins.

We remember soldiers because they died protecting our freedom.

The least we can do is say thanks!

There is so much to be thankful for.

-Jennie Nawrocki

I grew up with this poetry

Paling in comparison

But still a dream

That one day I could write about a tree

That would be such a commotion

That a simple team

Within every degree

Would have the passion

Of wind and a sunbeam

In endless glory

Bring motion

To beauty billowing through its seam

-Jennie Nawrocki