Prophecy or Manifestation

Last fall I shook the hand of someone feeling deep sadness.

Knowing that once I left I would never be apart of the world as it was.My best friend just left me and that was because we were far apart, had different ideals of future and some say it never happened.

Slowly by slowly everyone is saying I didn’t know you or I don’t know the person you have become.

I have returned to my childhood town

And as I had foreseen that world is gone and I am an unknown.

I am sorry if you thought I was cheating on you.

Though from my family’s perspective that world was unreal and completely imaginary.

They are happily ecstatic about it which is why i avoided living the life they have paved for me.

My old life may have been universally imaginative era but I will remember the bad and good even if you want to cover it.

I will remember I loved you and you know you were loved because I said it.

Most likely less than I should.

So I was unable to change this destiny of aloneness even though I complain about it everyday.

I miss you already.

As I always said we have no contracts between us implied or un implied especially if it makes you miserable.

Be free and who you want to be, I will never force you to be with me I have always said and meant that.

Rather be alone than with someone who loathes me.

-Jennie Nawrocki