I wrote a few weeks ago I was done with relationships and all my world was over.

I was really heartbroken to find that Joe Biden wasn’t appreciated as much as I thought, I was thoroughly heartbroken that Harris didn’t win.

There are so many people I am loyal to despite so things they have said or done to me.

I generally don’t think relationships are toxic, I always believed in the good of people and humans.

I believed that humans and people would do what was right in the end and not know terms as collateral damage or even put themselves in situations that they would have to think of collateral damage.

I am an adrenaline seeker I put myself in danger, human shield was never an option for me, but I still thought safety first.

I felt I was the canary in the coal mine, I have been called the Guinea Pig, hamster wheel, and lived life in a fish bowl or tortured in Guantanamo Bay.

I told people to save themselves because I didn’t want them to endure what I have.

Though I didn’t have much money and didn’t pay my for my family or friends loyalty I still showed them I loved them.

Even now I by my family groceries because I want them to eat healthy and my sister said my mom was having trouble buying groceries.

Normally I would outright say I love you and if I didn’t I defended you that is how you knew my loyalty.

If I was silent or added to the complaints then you knew, I wasn’t loyal.

Most of the time I may have given the middle finger if I thought you were accusing me of something I thought I was innocent of but my loyalty remained.

However I felt if you added to my torture you lost my respect and loyalty especially if you made others suffer even when they were civil or courteous to me.

I believe absolutely no one living or dead should go through what I have endured.

I always said the curse needs to end with me.

We all define loyalty by something different and special for ourselves.

After seeing SNL 50 I saw the loyalty and compassion of Lorne Michaels, I am sad to hear he might be leaving SNL, it will never be the same.

Just as democracy will never be the same without Biden.

I loved Biden and his policies. You may not be liberal but I am and if you haven’t figured out how heartbroken I am that Trump won. You and I were never on the same page.

I will always be loyal to Liberal Democrats and am proud to call myself that everyday.

I miss the blue wave and hope you really read why I think the way I have and will.

I love you and thank you for all the love you have given me but I can’t and won’t support or help Trump.

Seriously Trump and I are oil and water and don’t mix.

However if asked under terms I understand and know I will come to the negotiating table, in person.

-Jennie Nawrocki

TRUMP IS A DICTATOR.